Do you ever spend too much time in "what if" land. You know the place where you mind tosses all the possibilities around both good and bad of what you think lies ahead? Yeah, me too, until I realized this wasn't renewing my mind or helping me in the now. I've learned to stay in the now, plan as God leads, and then be super flexible. I'm keeping my head and my feet in the same place... in the NOW!
I'll pray you can do the same! God's got your future and what if land will keep you longer than you want to stay and cost more than you can afford!